Bullying...?

Hey guys!!
Do you know bullying?
I think all of us have known what bullying is.
it's such a cruel and bad thing to do, but....yeah, it happens on me.
maybe you'll not believe my story, but, this is the truth. And I want you all to know about how sad it is to be bullied. Honestly, almost all of my classmates bully me. I don't know why, because I think I never make they mad first, only a few classmates that started to hate me then,, they started to tell bad things about me to my besties (and yeah, one of my besties leaves me) I started to know that they hate me from my best friend's story He said that some of our classmates told him : "Why are you like to be her bestfriend? She's too honest and she comes to you when she needs you only." When he told me, I was crying and shocked how can they said that I only come when I need something/somebody?? I never come to them for my need and they said that I'm too honest? it's no sense!! Are they like to be friend with a liar? For me, I prefer be friend with honest person than a liar. They don't bully me physically, but they do bully me mentally example : they took my bestfriend away from me. She's one of my besties who be my friend for a year and they took her from me (now she hates me and I used to read her tweet about me like this : Why don't you just die asap? everybody hates you. Her tweet was hurt me inside) another example, they never give me any copy of lesson, and they took my chemistry report book. at first I think it's only a miscommunication between me and them, because everybody have received a copy of physics lesson (because we would have a test in the following day) but, only me who didn't receive the copy I think it's because I came late and maybe somebody save it for me. But they didn't.

And it happens one me again and again.
Yesterday, I was sick and I asked my bestfriend to take the copy of chemistry lesson for me, and he said yes.
But, after school He told me that our classmate didn't give him the copy for me
He apologized for it but I think that's not his mistakes.
I think it's my class's mistakes for not giving me the copy.
And, I still remember the time when the class leader shared our chemistry report for our practicular exam, and I was the only one who didn't receive mine.
I was looking for it for a week, and I tried to ask them about my book.
but... the result is : nothing.
I loose my book until now, and I am so confused because the teacher wants to collect it again.

Those story is only a few story that happens on me,
I just want you to know that to be bullied is so sad, confused, and it really brings me down
sometimes I hope for a help from somebody who can end this all....
But I don't know, who will be my helper...?
Sometimes I cry, because I'm really really tired with this bullying.
Only a month more and I will be graduated from high school,
and I hope that I will still have enough strength until that time...

thanks for reading my story,
I hope my story can inspirate you not to bully someone
because to be bullied is such a poor thing
and if you don't want to be bullied, don't bully someone.
because the good things never come from the bad things like bullying.